Continue my story bout tudung..(part 1)

Actually bukan je nk mandi laut je ssh..nak menari la paling ssh skali..aduh..last year..i still remember..for my first performing tradisional dance since i am bertudung..that was Citrawarna 2008 and i am representative for Perlis state under AskoPutra..arggghhhh....i feel SUSAHNYERRR!!!!! all my friends yg bertudung da tercabut da tudung dorg..klu iman x kuat alamat..'selamat' dah..nk kate alim sgt tu x la..tp sbb i've promise myself once i wear it..i never take it off..so..berserkup la menari..dulu masa free hair slalu kutuk org menari pakai tudung..rasa bersalah sgt..minta maaf la pada all dancers yg penah kena kutuk ngn i dulu ye..i feel it now yr feelings guys..bila dah minat..ape pun sanggup..tp i am so pity to all my friends yg tolong cucukkan cucuk sanggul kt kepala i..just emagine..nk cucuk kayu kat serkup...aduhh...dorg terseksa..i pun tersiksa gaks...lepas je manari utk Citrawarna tu..i da x menari da..smpi skrg..sbb rasa ssh sgt n xnak menyusahkan org kerana i..huhuaaa...
Tp sbnrnyer i ni minat sgt2 menari Malay Tradisional Dance..i had start dancing since my age is 8 until last yer 25yrs old..17 years already..how come i can leave it just like that