Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan..

Assalamualaikum....
Salam Ramadhan..salam penuh barakah kepada semua yang sudi menyinggah di blog yg x seberapa ni...so wt is azam for this month? for me..only 1..i don't wan't to miss solat terawikh..mudah-mudahan terlaksana la..amin...bulan ni je la nk kumpul pahala dan menghapuskan dosa..so..konon-kononnya nak rebutlah peluang yg ada..dah 7 hari puasa..i was left 1 day solat terawikh..tu pun sbb nk hantar baby ke airport last Tuesday..

Baby...she already went back to Russia..sian die..banyak tul barang dia bawak...1 big bag 29.5kgs, 1 smalll bag 10kg (hand carry) 1 laptop's bag yg mmg heavy giler n 1 back pack..da smpi sana mcm2 plak mslh..xde tmpt tinggal la..xde makanan la...sabar je la b...tu semua dugaan..bukan senang nk berjaya..

Sambung blk citer solat terawikh..smlm aku, mak ngn adik gi smyg terawikh kt Masjid Sultan Mizan a.k.a masjid besi ilham paklah kt presint 2 tu..ermm dari luar mmg gah giler la..masuk dlm..tmpt solat die kecik jer..cm biasa..kitorg wt 8 rakaat je..pastu witir sndri n cabut..nk buat witir ssh nk cari port..cm serabut gak la..sbb kecik kan.. Da la awal tu kitorg smpi lambt skit..da abis azan baru dpt parking..naik tangga dari parking tu punya la tinggi..Ya Allah..rasa nk tercabut kepala lutut ni..masa smyg..rasa nk pitam pun ada..smbil kepala lutut bergegar2..huhu..next time klu nk gi lg..aku nk parking tepi jln je..x yah ssh2 naik tangga...next week ada perasmian oleh Sultan Mizan..sesapa nk dtg..jemput la ye..cewah..tlg promote la plak..haha..ok la..nnti kite cite lg..chow cin chow....

Continue my story bout tudung..(part 1)

Actually bukan je nk mandi laut je ssh..nak menari la paling ssh skali..aduh..last year..i still remember..for my first performing tradisional dance since i am bertudung..that was Citrawarna 2008 and i am representative for Perlis state under AskoPutra..arggghhhh....i feel SUSAHNYERRR!!!!! all my friends yg bertudung da tercabut da tudung dorg..klu iman x kuat alamat..'selamat' dah..nk kate alim sgt tu x la..tp sbb i've promise myself once i wear it..i never take it off..so..berserkup la menari..dulu masa free hair slalu kutuk org menari pakai tudung..rasa bersalah sgt..minta maaf la pada all dancers yg penah kena kutuk ngn i dulu ye..i feel it now yr feelings guys..bila dah minat..ape pun sanggup..tp i am so pity to all my friends yg tolong cucukkan cucuk sanggul kt kepala i..just emagine..nk cucuk kayu kat serkup...aduhh...dorg terseksa..i pun tersiksa gaks...lepas je manari utk Citrawarna tu..i da x menari da..smpi skrg..sbb rasa ssh sgt n xnak menyusahkan org kerana i..huhuaaa...
Tp sbnrnyer i ni minat sgt2 menari Malay Tradisional Dance..i had start dancing since my age is 8 until last yer 25yrs old..17 years already..how come i can leave it just like that

05.08.2009 - genap la 2 thn...

It already 2 yrs I wearing tudung..feel like 5 thn da..haha..nape erk?? may be coz for the 24 yrs live without anything on my head i fell easy and free..compare to 2 yrs..
On 5th August 2007 i've made a big decision in my life and i never regret it..Yes..may be sometimes i feel like sshnye bila da bertudung..especially bila nk mandi laut..huhu..but..once i said i want to wear it..i never take it off..so..mandi laut pun bertudung la..haha..ok la..to be a perfect muslim i have to secrifice sooooo many thing..klu dulu..short skirt..sleeveless..baby-T..but now..pakai kt rumah je la benda tu sume.....haha..

I've so many things to share..but..i've to go back now la..abah demam kt umah..nk kena ambk adik ngn baby kt UM plak ni..ok la..bye..

The Climb.. ( this song is for me and Lyia )

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb...

Arggghhh...

Aduhh..semakin hari aku rasa mcm nak gilerrr..da bukan berjalan dlm office tu...berlari kesana sini..ishh...x cukup dlm office ke club house lg..sumer urgent.. maklum la..sejak k.Ipah xde ni...sumer aku kena buat.. sib baik la.. k.lisa ada peri kemusiaan..baik gak dia.. tlg aku pe yg ptt..clip2kan payment memo..tp dia smpt la lg nk men games..ermm..mmg letih hari2..aku cuma berdoa agar Allah bagi aku kesihatan yang baik..agar aku dapat bekerja dgn penuh eficient.. tp bila la nk dpt staff baru..aku harap staff baru tu nnti ble get long ngn aku..klu x..ssh la nk bekerja hari2..n aku harap moga staff tu nnti da ready dari segi mental n fizikal b4 joint admin..bukan senang nk jadi org admin..aku ni pun penuh kesabaran da ni...xtau la smpi bila..Wallahualam...

When You're Gone.... (special for kak Ipah)

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Tinggal kenangan...

Keseorangan.....

26 June 2009...bermulalah episod baru hidup aku tanpa k.Ipah di office... dulu kami bertiga..lyia, aku ngn k.ipah..bestfriend yg sangat2 rapat..tp skrg tinggal la aku ngn lyia..lyia di HR dan tinggal la aku sendirian di Admin tanpa k.ipah... sedih..mmg aku sgt2 sedih.. mengenangkan k.ipah air mata aku akan turun tanpa disedari.....banyak benda yang kami share di admin..suka..dan duka terutamanya.. tp apakan daya..rezeki k.ipah Allah dah temukan.. aku hanya mampu berdoa atas kejayaan k.ipah di tempat baru.. buat aku dan lyia di sini..akan kami ingat segala pesanan dan tunjuk ajar k.ipah..dan terus berdoa agar rezeki kami menyusul selepas ini..

Aku penah bagitau k.ipah..kekuatan aku di ARL ni hanyalah kerana dia..sbb dia ada untuk memahai segala apa yg aku alami dan aku harungi setiap hari...lepas ni..semua akan hanya ku tanggung sendiri...hanya lyia tmptku mengadu... walau apa pun.. aku pasrah....aku radha.. semua tinggal kenangan buat aku..lyia..dan k.ipah...

PCS..PCS..PCS..

Wahhh...it comming again! so the day is from 18 - 21 June.. since last 3 week i'm soo bz with my work and people around me..everything is urgent! And now..it only few days left and everything must be settle before the day.. What make me angry is...some of people that already know their work..don't take their responsibility and in the end...make everybody in trouble..hello...excuse me..don't put myself in ur situation ok...huh!! I'm really tired with u guys...really..really...!!!

aduhhh...

Wahh...lamanyer x tulis blog...ermmm...xde masa la.. makin hari..makin banyak keje..menimbun2 kejer ni..tp banyak sebenarnya benda nak share..xpe..xpe.. start today..aku akan curi masa utk menulis..hehe..