The Climb.. ( this song is for me and Lyia )

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
The pain I’m knowing
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb...

Arggghhh...

Aduhh..semakin hari aku rasa mcm nak gilerrr..da bukan berjalan dlm office tu...berlari kesana sini..ishh...x cukup dlm office ke club house lg..sumer urgent.. maklum la..sejak k.Ipah xde ni...sumer aku kena buat.. sib baik la.. k.lisa ada peri kemusiaan..baik gak dia.. tlg aku pe yg ptt..clip2kan payment memo..tp dia smpt la lg nk men games..ermm..mmg letih hari2..aku cuma berdoa agar Allah bagi aku kesihatan yang baik..agar aku dapat bekerja dgn penuh eficient.. tp bila la nk dpt staff baru..aku harap staff baru tu nnti ble get long ngn aku..klu x..ssh la nk bekerja hari2..n aku harap moga staff tu nnti da ready dari segi mental n fizikal b4 joint admin..bukan senang nk jadi org admin..aku ni pun penuh kesabaran da ni...xtau la smpi bila..Wallahualam...

When You're Gone.... (special for kak Ipah)

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Tinggal kenangan...

Keseorangan.....

26 June 2009...bermulalah episod baru hidup aku tanpa k.Ipah di office... dulu kami bertiga..lyia, aku ngn k.ipah..bestfriend yg sangat2 rapat..tp skrg tinggal la aku ngn lyia..lyia di HR dan tinggal la aku sendirian di Admin tanpa k.ipah... sedih..mmg aku sgt2 sedih.. mengenangkan k.ipah air mata aku akan turun tanpa disedari.....banyak benda yang kami share di admin..suka..dan duka terutamanya.. tp apakan daya..rezeki k.ipah Allah dah temukan.. aku hanya mampu berdoa atas kejayaan k.ipah di tempat baru.. buat aku dan lyia di sini..akan kami ingat segala pesanan dan tunjuk ajar k.ipah..dan terus berdoa agar rezeki kami menyusul selepas ini..

Aku penah bagitau k.ipah..kekuatan aku di ARL ni hanyalah kerana dia..sbb dia ada untuk memahai segala apa yg aku alami dan aku harungi setiap hari...lepas ni..semua akan hanya ku tanggung sendiri...hanya lyia tmptku mengadu... walau apa pun.. aku pasrah....aku radha.. semua tinggal kenangan buat aku..lyia..dan k.ipah...

PCS..PCS..PCS..

Wahhh...it comming again! so the day is from 18 - 21 June.. since last 3 week i'm soo bz with my work and people around me..everything is urgent! And now..it only few days left and everything must be settle before the day.. What make me angry is...some of people that already know their work..don't take their responsibility and in the end...make everybody in trouble..hello...excuse me..don't put myself in ur situation ok...huh!! I'm really tired with u guys...really..really...!!!

aduhhh...

Wahh...lamanyer x tulis blog...ermmm...xde masa la.. makin hari..makin banyak keje..menimbun2 kejer ni..tp banyak sebenarnya benda nak share..xpe..xpe.. start today..aku akan curi masa utk menulis..hehe..

Happy Birthday to Abah...

26 February is Abah's Birthday..so smlm..genap la abah 59 tahun..ermm..thn depan da 60..mesti abah sedih..so smlm pas je keje kul 6.10 aku gi cari hadiah utk abah...ttba rasa nak beli glove palak kat dia..sian abah..hari2 bawak motor gi kerja..sejuk n kebas tangan2...nak harapkan dia beli sndri..assalamualaikum..waalaikumsalam la... Abah pernah warning..JANGAN BELI KEMEJA DAH!..so..aku pun x brani la nk mengambil risiko..haha..tp aku rasa..hadiah tu ok la..unexpected..hehe..terkejut gak dia..bila bkk..tgk glove..

So..last night..aku blanja mak ngn abah makan kt Jonney's Restaurant at Alamanda..ok la jugak tmpt tu..ala..ala..exclusive di era..hehe..aku ajak makan steamboat..tp abah xnak..hampeh sungguh..dia kate..klu akak yg blanja dia nak la..aduss..truk tul abah ni.. Tp x pe la..aku da ckp...kt mak ngn abah...nnti baby blk dari Russia..nk gi makan steamboat ramai2..meriah skit..

The happening weekend....

Hahaha...I can't remember when is the last time I'm went for jog..haha...ermm..yg pastinyerr...b4 I'm wearing tudung la..hehe..that was before 5 August 2007 (special date in my life)..ermm da sethn lebih da..patut la asyik sakit2 jer badan ni..mcm x bertenaga jer.

Thank to abah sbb paksa kitorg sume bangun awal gi jogging..hehe...jongging pun kena paksa Jepun..heheh x penah di buat org..so...on the 15th of February, aku, abah, mak, akak n adik pun gi la berjogging di Taman empangan Putrajaya..ermm...so nice..nyaman jer...tp yg peliknyer..x ramai yg jogging kt situ..may be sume org dok tido lagi kot..maklum la...pagi-pagi ahad ni..sape la nk bangun awal.. Setelah sekian lama x jogging aku ngn adik sikit punya pulun ke...4km gak la kami bedal sampai ke Hotel Pullmon..balas dendam beb..hehe...Tapi yang paling xble tahan tu...abis jer jogging...trus ke food court Precint 9..makan nasi lemak sorang sepinggan..hahahah...jogging ape kejadahnyerr....

Sebabkan da lama x jogging..malam tu kaki aku da sakit2..badan pun rasa lengoh2 jer..3-4 hari gak la aku mengalami sakit2 ni...ala..sementara nk dpt tune blk...pastu ok la kot..dulu masa stdy kt UMS..rajin gak aku jogging..siap keliling UMS lagi..tp..tu pun bersebab..sebab nk naik gunung kinabalu..yg aku dengar2 mmg merupakan antara gunung tersusah untuk didaki di Asia ni...so kena la cari stamina lebih skit..huhu

So, this week..aku kena keje la plak..aduss...x dpt la menyertai aktiviti keluarga pegi berjogging..adik, akak, mak ngn abah je la gi...and through the phone tadi aku dengar dorg pi pekena mihun sup simpang empat kat food court precint 8 plak..ala....jelous nyerr...xpe...minggu depan masih ada..hehe..

Ala....da abis da...

Da abis da kursus 2 hari...macam kejap jer..next week da kena masuk office..ala...ble x panjangkan skit kursus tu??haha..walaupun terpaksa kuar umah awal..menghadapi jam di dalam Putra LRT and traffic jam....sanggup lagi aku dari kena masuk office and menghadapi stress..huhu...

First day tu kitorg naik public transport....mak datuk manusia....ramai giler....tp sbb semuanyer educated..so nampak sagat sistematik..masing-masing da tau peranan dorg..kena beratur..just emagine...ada dekat 14 lane manusia beratur nak naik Putra LRT...x payah pakcik guard tu nak marah2 soh beratur...bagus tul org Malaysia..mmg aku salute la..

2nd day tu..aku telah mengambil keputusan utk bawak kereta..saja nak cari pasal...haha... jam..mmg jam...x payah cerita la kan P.J kalau weekdays..tp jam nyer x la macam hari Isnin punya jam..kitorang smpi awal gak la kt tmpt tu..walaupun 7.30 baru kuar Putrajaya..parking kena RM12..haha..x pe ble claim..sape soh anta aku gi kursus...

Summarynyer...kursus tu mmg bagus! Ye la..kalau kt government...filing system mmg bagus..x ble challenge la..tp kalau private company...kim salam la..hancuss... Moga aku, K.Ipah n K.Mass akan dapat membuat 1 filing system baru kpd company and x sia-sia la company bayar smpi RM994 sorg utk gi kursus..huhu....